03:05 am - Am I really such a horrible person?
I've been talking with my landlord/boss/friend sysable
or Mark Merlino as most of you may know him as.
It's come to my attention that numerous people, including specifically ben_raccoon
find me to be, to put it bluntly, an asshole.
So, I'm posting this as an open question. Have I really turned into that much
of an asshole as of late towards everyone, or have I always been one, and simply not known it and/or been fooling myself that I was a good person? =-.-=
It seems like everyone and everything I care about has been slipping through my fingers, and it really, royally, sucks. dragonballx
is something I was all raring-to-go for, but I can barely get the energy up to read the existing stuff, let alone post anything. And that's what was my driving force for a while, to say nothing of other things like all the Yahoo Groups
I belong to.
I guess this is a huge post to ask for thoughts, especially from those that may not
like me, as to how I can improve, or at least what they've seen me do wrong specifically
so I can search for a way to improve, even if they can't tell me how.
And yes, I should
be in bed, but I just can't get to sleep. =-.-=20 comments