12:32 am - I spread myself too thin... and I tore myself to shreds again.
I thought auryanne
was going to arrange a date/time with AlohaWolf, and AlohaWolf would tell me when to get ready to go help her move.
I never heard back before AlohaWolf blew through with a huge problem of his own, of a family nature, and promptly got completely wasted since it happened on, roughly, his 21st birthday, so he had an (un)fortunate reason to enjoy alchohol that night. Though, since he weighs north of 300, what little he had had zero effect on him, it simply wasn't a point where I could ask about Aury reasonably.
Now, I finally check LJ for the first time in four-five days... and find out AlohaWolf never contacted Auryanne again, it would appear. And now I feel like such a spontaneously worthless lump. =-.-=
So, yeah, I flubbed a ball rather severely. I'm still trying to get all my balls to bounce like I want them too, so they get redirected into my bin at my new e-mail address, instead of simply rolling all over the floor and needing to be picked up individually and in chunks. :-P I have several other problems as well, like a medical bill I'm still waiting to hear back about when they actually want how much money for how long. And a minor traffic accident I need to pay for the repairs of as well. So, yeah, I could say I have excuses. I still dropped the ball though, and reasonable or not, it still hurts a lot when that ball, any ball, gets fumbled when it's been entrusted to me.
And yeah, I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve. Anyone seen my shirt around here somewhere? =^.^=2 comments