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April 28th, 2003
April 28th, 2003
April 28th, 2003
April 28th, 2003
April 28th, 2003

[User Picture]01:21 am - Closing time... one last call for alcohol so finish your whiskey or beer...

Closing time
Open all the doors and let you out into the world
Closing time
Turn all of the lights on over every boy and every girl
Closing time
One last call for alcohol so finish your whiskey or beer
Closing time
You don't have to go home but you can't stay here

I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home

Closing time
Time for you to go out to the places you will be from
Closing time
This room won't be open till your brothers or your sisters come
So gather up your jackets, move it to the exits
I hope you have found a friend
Closing time
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end

I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
Take me home


It may sound odd... but I'm hopeful after this weekend. I saw many people I admire in many ways... Debbie for things most folks never think of, too caught up in other things... Elf for his continuing work at improving his writing, regardless of what others may or may not think... The Sternberg's as a pair, Omaha and Elf both, for their admirable success together, along with their growing horde, numbering at two now.

I'm hopeful... for the thoughts, feelings and ideas put forth after this con, for me and Mira, and our continued love... *smiles a little* ...hopeful, for someone I've grown closer too in an unexpected way... towards someone I finally realized what they meant to me, and someone I can now call sister just like I called someone else brother years ago, regardless of what others think of my double-meaning of words being seperate spiritually and legally in their definitions.

And sad... sad that Waarhorse won't be around for perhaps a year or more... thankful I got the chance to (perhaps inadvertantly) visit with him on a ride home when I missed my main ride home...

Sad that I failed so miserably in many ways... talesin being stuck watching the Video Game Room, which become a literal overnight super-success with MAME running, letting people remember yet more things from their past... more memories as the con was so focussed around, the past and remembering what came before...

Overjoyed that I saw Purple Gryphon again, along with Bushycat again, along with their respective tag-alongs whom I feel blessed to have had a chance to meet, let along perhaps get to know a fractional amount.

And as odd as this sounds... overjoyed that I was able to talk to Mira as much as I was at times this weekend... and at the same time knowing I need to talk to her a lot more... need to plan more carefully to see her, and watch my finances.

Also, I met someone, got to talk to them... tap that feral, primal energy I've missed ever since my brother died, ever since my home left nature for synthetic environments engineered more than discovered.

Yes, I mean Alice. =^.^= She and I struck it off a bit. And I need to sit down with Mira and talk to her about it, find if perhaps I'm just feeding off of her current mood from afar, if she wants me to hold off entirely until things are more settled, or what, and then plop down with Alice again too. *sighs a little* When change rains, it truly pours...

*smiles* But more than that, I need to get more serious about my massage learning and what-not, and find someone that I can practice my aura more heavilly around... someone able to pick it up properly and learn to focus and control mine properly. If that makes no sense... it's hard to explain. *gigglegrins*

Still... *sighs a little, wishing Mira was up still and he could talk to her, knowing she has school tommorow* ...gods, I'm in love, even just thinking about her brings a warmth to my chest, and butterflys unfurl damp wings from cocoons in my tummy, not a queasy feeling but an airlifted one...0 commentsLeave a comment
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